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In those days there lived
in Sidon, the mighty city, a certain holy Israelite possessing
much wealth, and having the esteem of all who knew. him, even
among the Gentiles. In all Sidon there was no man who had
so beautiful a wife; for the comeliness of her seemed like
that of Sarah, whose loveliness illumined all the land of
Egypt.
Yet for this
rich one there was no happiness: the cry of the nursling had
never been heard in his home, the sound of a child's voice
had never made sunshine within his heart. And he heard voices
of reproach betimes, saying.: "Do not the Rabbis teach that
if a man have lived ten years with his wife and have no issue,
then he should divorce her, giving her the marriage portion
prescribed by law; for he may not have been found worthy to
have his race perpetuated by her?" But there were others who
spake reproach of the wife, believing that her beauty had
made her proud, and that her reproach was but the punishment
of vainglory.
And at last,
one morning, Rabbi Simon ben Yochai was aware of two visitors
within the antechamber of his dwelling, the richest merchant
of Sidon and his wife, greeting the holy man with Salem
akikoum! The Rabbi looked not upon the woman's face, for
to gaze even upon the heel of a woman is forbidden to holy
men; yet he felt the sweetness of her presence pervading all
the house like the incense of the flowers woven by the hands
of the Angel of Prayer. And the Rabbi knew that she
was weeping.
Then the husband
arose and spake: " Lo, It is now more than a time of ten years
since I was wedded to Esther, I being then twenty years of
age, and desirous to obey the teaching that he who remaineth
unmarried after twenty transgresseth daily against God. Esther,
thou knowest, 0 Rabbi, was the sweetest maiden in Sidon; and
to me she hath ever been a most loving and sweet wife, so
that I could find no fault with her; neither is there any
guile in her heart.
"I have
since then become a rich Israelite; the men of Tyre know me,
and the merchants of Carthage swear by my name. I have many
ships, bearing me ivory and gold of Ophir and jewels of great
worth from the East; I have vases of onyx and cups of emeralds
curiously wrought, and chariots and horses, -- even so that
no prince hath more than I. And this I owe to the blessing
of the Holy One, --blessed be He! -- and to Esther, my wife,
also, who is a wise and valiant woman, and cunning in advising.
"Yet, 0
Rabbi, gladly would I have given all my riches that I might
obtain one son I that I might be known as a father in Israel.
The Holy One -- blessed be He! -- hath not vouchsafed me this
thing; so that I have thought me found unworthy to have children
by so fair and good a woman.
I pray thee,
therefore, that thou wilt give legal enactment to a bill of
separation; for I have resolved to give Esther a bill of divorcement,
and a goodly marriage portion also, that the reproach may
so depart from us in the sight of Israel."
And Rabbi
Simon ben Yochai stroked thoughtfully the dim silver of his
beard. A silence as of the Shechinah fell upon the three.
Faintly, from afar, came floating to their ears the sea-like
murmuring of Sidon's commerce. Then spake the Rabbi; and Esther,
looking at him, thought that his eyes smiled, although this
holy man was never seen to smile with his lips. Yet it may
be that his eyes smiled, seeing into their hearts:
"My son,
it would be a scandal in Israel to do as thou dost purpose,
hastily and without becoming announcement; for men might imagine
that Esther had not been a good wife, or thou a too exacting
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Therefore go to thy home, make ready a goodly feast, and invite
thither all thy friends and the friends of thy wife, and those
who were present at thy wedding, and speak to them as a good
man to good men, and let them understand wherefore thou dost
this thing, and that in Esther there is no fault. Then return
to me a the morrow, and I will grant thee the bill."
So a great feast was given,
and many guests came; among them, all who had attended the
wedding of Esther, save, indeed, such as Azrael had led away
by the hand. There was much good wine; the meats smoked upon
platters of gold, and cups of onyx were placed at the elbow
of each guest. And the husband spake lovingly to his wife
in the presence of all, saying: "Esther, we have lived together
loving many years; and if we must now separate, thou knowest
it is not because I do not love thee, but only because it
hath not pleased the Most Holy to bless us with children.
And in token that I love thee and wish thee all good, know
that I desire thee to take away from my house whatever
thou desirest, whether it be gold or jewels beyond price."
So the wine
went round, and the night passed in mirth and song, until
the heads of the guests grew strangely heavy, and there came
a buzzing in their ears as of innumerable bees, and their
beards ceased to wag with laughter, and a deep sleep fell
upon them.
Then Esther
summoned her handmaids, and said to them: "Behold my husband
sleeps heavily! I go to the house of my father; bear him thither
also as he sleepeth."
And awaking
in the morning the husband found himself in a strange chamber
and in a strange house. But the sweetness of a woman's presence,
and the ivory fingers that caressed his beard, and the softness
of the knees that pillowed his head, and the glory of the
dark eyes that looked into his own awakening, -- these were
not strange; for he knew that his head was resting in the
lap of Esther. And bewildered with the grief-born dreams of
the night, he cried out, "Woman, what hast thou done?"
Then,
sweeter than the voice of doves among the fig-trees, came
the voice of Esther: "Didst thou not bid me, husband, that
I should choose and take away from thy house whatsoever I
most desired? And I have chosen thee, and have brought thee
hither, to my father's home, . . . loving thee more than all
else in the world. Wilt thou drive me from thee now? " And
he could not see her face for tears of love; yet he heard
her voice speaking on, -- speaking the golden words of Ruth,
which are so old yet so young to the hearts of all that love:
"Whithersoever thou Shalt go, I will
also go ; and whithersoever thou shalt dwell, I also will
dwell. And the Angel of Death only may part us; for thou
art all in all to me. . ."
And
in the golden sunlight at the doorway suddenly stood, like
a statue of Babylonian silver, the grand gray figure of Rabbi
Simon ben Yochai, lifting his hands in benediction: "Schmah
Israel! -- The Lord our God, Who is One, bless ye with
everlasting benediction! May your hearts be welded by love,
as gold with gold by the cunning of goldsmiths May the
Lord, who coupleth and setteth the single in families, watch
over ye! The Lord make this valiant woman even as Rachel and
as Lia, who built up the house of Israel! And ye shall behold
your children and your children's children in the House of
the Lord!"
Even
so the Lord blessed them; and Esther became as the fruitful
vine, and they saw their children's children in Israel. Forasmuch
as it is written: "He will regard the prayer of the destitute."
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